I have to admit I have done it to myself. Over several years I have trained myself with interracial pornography and sissy hypnosis videos. I thought it was all for fun, I could stop any time I wanted too. Now I know that is not true. I have truly reprogrammed myself to want black cock. I want to be a girl for a nice black man, to become his girlfriend. I want a handsome black man to be my boyfriend.
This idea is the only thing that gets me hot any more, sex girls no longer interests me. I do not think I am the only one like this. I think this is happening to a lot of white boys like me. The transformation from boy to sissy girl, who want to be with black men as their girlfriends is not widely published. At times I wonder if black men love to turn white boys into girls for them selves.
I can not fight it any more I am going to have to pursue this path I am going to document my progress step by step on my computer. I think I know what I need to do to get there, first I am going to dress up and go stand on the street and wait for a black man to stop and pick me up. I am so excited to take my first steps to having a black boyfriend. I know I will love this journey and can hardly wait until tomorrow.
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